Silly things happen because of fangirling.

1. Waste time, 妄想｡ 妄想｡ 妄想｡
2. It's sad. Constantly wondering about someone who will never know about your existence. While you're miles and miles away.
3. Caught up? 妄想｡ 妄想｡ 妄想｡

It's fun to laugh and smile, but in the end; I feel just slightly emptier than when I started.

i like charismatic people--he is.
i like professionalism--he has.
i like hard workers--most definitely, he is.
i like dedication--100% true to every project.
kamenashi kazuya.

he's terribly beautiful. off-air, i don't care how he is but on-air, he's quite right. smile, focused, proactively volunteers to answer questions; if he didn't talk, no one would--he knows that. even if it means being a little arrogant or a little too quick to respond; it's a lot better than dead air. a camera-filmed effortless and beautiful expression but behind the scenes lies complete devotion and aspiration to become even better. i really appreciate his every single accomplishment.

it's okay to be exaggerated or cuter than really are or a little meaner to others or more withdrawn/cooler in private times because it's difficult enough that ... everytime you work, it's a little harder and a little longer  than you really had, have, and will have to.

thank-you for all your hard work.
this would be what i want to tell you in a fan letter.